Friday, February 20, 2015
Day 51, Project 365
I need a serious spark of creativity. Or some motivation, perhaps? Maybe it's the winter and cold weather but I'm feeling a little bit like I'm struggling with this project. Sometimes I'm not too patient and so right now I'm feeling like I want to have that feeling of I've learned something or a feeling of some kind of accomplishment. I know this is a long-term project, but sometimes that boost from somewhere/someone is desperately needed. I hate to sound all dreary here, I think it's got a lot to do with that old, nasty hag called 'self-doubt'. I want greatness but today I feel like I'd settle for mediocrity. However, that's a sad reflection, isn't it? I've got to create my greatness and my self-worth. I can do this, I can accomplish and learn things and I will...in time.
Today, I'll just reflect on one of my favorite photos: I took this earlier in the winter of my daughters and nieces and nephews. The photos were a gift for my mother and father-in-law. I love the looks on their faces; the true joy and laughter. THAT's the look I want to always be able to capture. :)