Tuesday, March 31, 2015
Day 90, Project 365
Does this picture count if technically I didn't take it but I selected all the settings and composed it?? I know I need more pictures that include me; I am so, so bad at getting in front of the camera. I MUCH prefer being behind the lens NOT in front of it. But I am my own worst critic so I have every excuse in the book why I shouldn't be in the picture: I look too old, I weigh too much, hair's a mess, wrong clothes and so on and so on. I suppose it's the fear of not being good enough (for whom??) or being judged (again, by whom??). It's irrational I'm sure, but it's absolutely real to me. So, trying to resolve to not let those things get to me and just enjoy the moment.